So I sold some more gear and am now messing around with Soma lab's rumble of ancient times. To grow in wisdom, is to contradict parts of your past. I used to think it was indecisive not to hold onto most of the music related things I have purchased over the years. I now realize though, buying and selling gear is unavoidable since I'm always chasing new ideas and sound. Is true freedom, constant evolution? Perhaps, fear of regret is what holds one back from moving forward sometimes. It sure seems that way.